Hello stalkers! My name is Estelle, pronounced as "ass-tell". So, why I'm called "buttelle" comes from the pronounciation of Estelle. AhahAHa, go figure (: *hint: what's another word for 'ass'?*
Alot of people like to comment on how old I look based on my pictures. I've had people saying I'm 21 years old, and some even 13 years old (or to some further extent, 7 years old WTH). The truth is, I will be turning sweet 17 on 21st of November. What to get me for my birthday? Well, you see... There are a MILLION things that I want. But the one thing that I really desire, is for my loved ones to be with me ♥
Okay, let me get this straight and clear. I AM NOT FROM CHINA. (my grandpa is *waaaaw!*) I'm a Malaysian - born there, and lived there for 10 years. I migrated to Melbourne, Australia in July 2002 (I can tell you the date and time if you want me to) and I've been living here ever since. I attend Glen Waverley Secondary College as an international student (year 11). Oooh yeah, I'll tell you right now. It sucks to be an international student.



Like most girls, I am a person who LOVES to camwhore. I also love photography. I occasionally meet up with my friends to take pictures. Yup, you heard me right. We meet up just to take pictures. Quotes Joey "mother of all camwhores". Well well well, you can't exactly blame us. Vanity is not a sin!
Mmmm, I guess you can call me one of those stereo-typed girly girls. *ugh*. I love make-up, dressing up, going shopping (waaaah high heels! *v*), gossiping, any cute-cute stuff, and so on. And apparently, I'm quite bimbotic. HAHAHA!
I like going out at night. Especially to places which has a really nice ambience and has LOTS and LOTS of lights! But I hardly get to go to these places cos I hardly go out at night (and dad doesn't let me out too much). But ahhh, I still like hanging out with friends and family.
Oh, one thing I'd like to note is .... when I go out, I don't really like to spend money. HAHA. Because I'm really cautious with how much I spend. I don't work, and I don't get much allowance which is the reason why I'm always asking "how much is it?". (: Do understand.



I guess you can say I'm "friendly". HAHAHA. I'm nice if you're nice. but please do forgive me for my sudden mood swing! I occasionally throw massive tantrums, and it's quite scary... You wouldn't want to know how I behave 'behind the scenes' ;) Haa.
I'm also a VERY VERY sensitive and emotional person. I am easily offended and I often think too much of what others think of me. I cry easily. I try not to. You can see me trying when I suddenly say nothing... Hehe, that's how it works for me!
"Did you know the word 'gullible' is not in the dictionary?".... "I'm serious, go check!".
If you really went and look for a dictionary (or was thinking of doing so), HAHA! You're gullible just like me.
Okay, you've just heard the 'bad' side of me. I'm not that bad! :D I'm a nice girl when I can be... I don't give the best advice but I do listen to people.
I guess you can call me a happy girl. I like hanging around happy people, because they make me smileeee (: I'm quite a cheerful person. I love to laugh, eventhough I have the weirdest laugh. My laugh changes from time to time. There was one time someone said I laugh like "I'm riding a horse", or "like I'm dying from asthma"..... HMM.



Music is something I cannot live without! Music helps me relief stress, and helps time pass faster. I've been playing the piano ever since I was 4 years old. Erh, don't get me wrong though. I actually SUCK at piano. I failed my grade 3 exam, and I stopped after that. teehee. I also play the violin. I just did my grade 5 exam last year and I'm VERY proud of my mark. Because once again, I suck at violin. woohoo! I just quit violin this year (because of VCE and other reasons). I self taught guitar and guess what I'm gonna say? I suck. Gosh, it must be the short fingers I have. Mm, I do have VERY short fingers.
But all these three instruments, I just play whenever I can... "Bee+Bu", is a name for me and my other friend Queenie... because we usually sing together (: FOR FUNNN! We really enjoy singing, even if it means singing out of tune (usually me).



Because I live quite far away from my other friends, I usually stay at home and rot. Okay, maybe not rot. but, I stay at home and watch youtube. HAHAHA. So typical I know. But that's all I really do. I watch lots and lots of ASIAN dramas, mainly Taiwanese. And that's where my obsession for all these cute guys come from. I can spend the whole entire day watching asian dramas.
Talking about asian dramas. I have a husband called KIMBUM, and I recently added another husband to my list and that is NICKHUN. Call me immature but you know what? I don't care. HEHEE. I go googoo-gaga over them because they're incredibly adorable!!! - like, how can you not admit that?!!
ohhh, and yess. I'm quite asian. Actually, not quite. I'm VERY asian.



I am a Christian. WOOHOOOO! I've accepted Jesus Christ into my life and I call Him my Saviour. I do love my Lord God Almighty, dearly (wah, it rhymes!). Do I need to say anymore? (: ... ah, JESUS LOVES YOUU!
I love my family and friends to bits and pieces - cliche much? ... but it's true okay! I know I can count on my family and friends, because they've been there for me when times were oh-so-low. They reach out their hand for me when I fall... And gahhhh, I love you allll ♥
AND STITCH. I love you too stitch.



I started blogging in 2006 as I was influenced by a friend of mine. I used to blog, just for the sake of blogging. But now, it's different. I feel that blogging is part of me. It's something that I need to do regularly. It's become part of my routine; to BLOG!... Just like an obsession *v* I LOVE blogging because I feel that it is the best place to express my feelings, and I guess connect with others? This is my blog, my space. I write whatever I want. You'll find that I usually blog about my feelings or just my daily life, with hundreds of pictures (okay, I'm sorry if your computer lags like hell because of 'buttelle.blogspot.com' ... HAD TO BE DONE! :) I am also part of NUFFNANG. Nuffnang is superduper incredibly awesome! I've gotten FREE movie tickets, FREE food, FREE vouchers and FREE hair products from them before. and what more? I earn MOOLAH! (MONEY MONEY MONEY! *KACHING!*). They've given me the opportunity to earn money through blogging... since I'm not allowed to work.
I can't wait to get my first cheque (:

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Anywaaaays, since the vaccuum is dead.

I shall go sweep the floor.....

Sneak peek for my decos :D

Or.... maybe not. Organising for my own birthday is so damn SHINGZ!

I was hesitating on whether or not I should hold a birthday party. The last time I held a birthday party.... It was a disaster. Till today, I still remember someones shit face they put during my birthday party and their horrible cooperation. Ever since then, I said to myself... I am never going to have a birthday party again.

But I guess I want to hold one this year because I'm turning 17. I prefer 17 than 18, because 17 is my favourite number. Also because it's after exams... and I finally get to celebrate with my mum and brother! yippppeee.


It's been a really long time since I've organised a birthday party. So, I totally forgot what to do. I was asking everyone, am I suppose to buy balloons? -.-" in the end, I went and buy balloons eventhough some said no.
Okay, let me get to my point. So why is this so shingz?

I am not happy.
this stress from organising my own birthday is about the same level of stress for exams, or maybe slightly less.
I only have the whole of tomorrow afternoon to clean the whole house, draw up decos and organise the games. Okay, it may not seem like much. But I guess you would only understand if you enter my house right now, and look at the state of it.. NOW. It's MESSY like MAD. I have a monitor, tv, fax machine, big boxes all in the corner. Anything that is no longer in use, just gets dumped in this room. bluddy heck.
and they say i'm messy.

bluddy heck.

The worse thing that could happen is if history repeats itself - peoples shit faces and bad cooperation. God, please no.
My concern is that, the people I invited might be too random :( I wish they're able to get along okay :S

Arghsdfghsgdfhgsdhfshdjf. I'm just so damn worried about this, I don't know what to do!

Stay up tonight to do decos, and wake up early in the morning tomorrow to clean the house. I want my maid back. I want Intan.

I am so pissed.

but people will never understand.